I’ve been meaning to talk about this for a little bit. But I haven’t had the patience or time. Mostly patience. I know this will be a lengthy post so I wanted to give it some thought. I don’t think I’m mature point blank. I think when you get treated like a child for 6 years your brain probably regresses a little bit. I’m not a scientist but I’m just saying how I feel. I feel like when trauma happens your brain goes into a state of regression. Again I’m not a scientist. But I’m just telling you how I feel. I feel like I’m never going to be mature enough to talk to people my age and actually have them think I’m mature. I’ll be single forever because nobody wants to put up with me. I say this to educate people about the after effects of abuse. This is something that happens on the daily. We need to talk about this more.