I don’t want to get married. I don’t think I ever did. I can’t stand the thought of having to worry about someone else. I can’t stand the thought of having to sleep next to someone. I’d rather not. Honestly I’m better off staying single. I want freedom, I want to travel the world, I want to drive in the car and go wherever I WANT. I want to sleep and not have someone next to me. (Except my dog) I want to be selfish. I want to spend my own money without being criticized for it. I just want to be selfish. I don’t want to answer to anyone. Marriage requires a level of closeness that I’m just not into.