This is a hard topic, Because self love is so difficult to obtain these days. I’m still trying to learn it. I’m trying to figure out my self love cocktail if you will. I keep thinking that I’ll have this epiphany and suddenly love myself. I keep thinking that one day I’ll wake up and suddenly I’ll be healed from all the trauma. But that’s not how it works.
I need to face reality. The reality is this: I was abused for 6 years. I’ve been assaulted twice. And I have a lot of pent up anger towards men. I’m sorry but it’s true. I need to work on that. I also don’t have a lot of self love. I’m trying. I’m really trying.