You know what’s sad? after all these years of being single I’m still feeling like I’m never good enough. Why? because I was conditioned to believe that I wasn’t good enough. I was conditioned to believe that no matter what I did it wasn’t enough. I had to work myself to death practically to still get no approval. I keep using the analogy of a dangling carrot, it’s like someone’s dangling a carrot in front of you and every time you think you’re getting closer you get farther because the carrot keeps going back instead of stopping and letting you grab it. Does that make sense? If anyone can relate please let me know. I’d love to hear that I’m not crazy. Sometimes I feel crazy for still feeling like I’m not good enough or not working hard enough.
Is that something y’all can relate to?