Let’s take it there is a series I do on my blog where I talk about some very personal topics. I don’t hold back. I do this in order to help someone who might be going through something similar or even someone whose feeling lonely and might need someone to relate to.
Simply put my love life is non-existent. I don’t have one. I don’t believe I ever will. I’ve been hurt too badly in the past to even think that someone would even find me remotely attractive. I’m not entirely sure why anyone would want to even be my friend sometimes. But that’s just my depression talking. (Can anyone relate) I only share this in hopes of someone else being able to relate. I’m not doing it to get attention or anything. So don’t think that.
Someone would have to have a lot of patience to put up with me. Someone would have to be able to deal with me at my worst and best. I’m not sure I can find someone who would understand how badly I’ve been hurt and how much patience I would need. I can’t just fall in love with someone. I have to really be able to trust them.